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Wilting by dreamwriter2010, literature

This Is the End by dreamwriter2010, literature

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This Is the End

He knew it was the end. Their singing lessons, guiding her down to his lair under the ruse of being her Angel of Music, and all of the magical moments they had shared…it was all over. Erik knew this as he prepared the chains and ropes for the chandelier, setting it up so he could drop it when she revealed him to the world. He feared this moment, but he had overheard the plan. The gendarme were to be in the Opera House, and they were to fire at the first opportune shot. He knew Christine was frightened; he heard her crying in her room shortly after Raoul and she had come back from the cemetery. He had to fight the impulse to slip int

Junkie by dreamwriter2010, literature

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Junkie

I am imprisoned by my body My lungs are the dealers beating me into submission cutting off my air when they decide I’ve had too much. “Give her just enough to keep her coming back, but too much and she’ll be gone. Too little and we’ll lose her.” So their hands encircle my windpipe, playing tug-o-war over who gets the most, both lungs never filled at the same time. Despite the fact that I need this air to keep my body going, they’d rather cut me off and make me pay for it. In the currency of gasping breaths and a knot in my chest that never leaves, a reminder of the raging turf war happening w

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This Nightmare of a Memory by dreamwriter2010, literature

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This Nightmare of a Memory

Please, let this be a nightmare. This had to be a nightmare. After being unable to sleep for the past few nights, I must have finally fallen asleep as I am reliving a nightmare: this nightmare that I would just rather forget, but my mind seems to keep bringing it forth. It has to be a nightmare; I want it to be, so why can't it simply be just that? But no, it's not a nightmare; it's a memory. A memory still so fresh in my mind that my skin still prickles with fear; I wish I could pull it out and bury it six feet under or burn it as a sacrifice to bring about my peace of mind. For once, I want to go a day without thinking about it; at this p

All That Is... by dreamwriter2010, literature

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All That Is...

The snow always strikes me So beautiful and pristine Glittering It warms my heart The fall of it is soft As it treads softly into our lives A smile touches my face And I catch a flake in my hand Then, the footsteps mar it Stepping on it repeatedly Crushing it into the treads of our shoes All that glitters will be trampled The world drips its baggage to nature's canvas So quickly marked by dirt, urine, blood No longer white forever bearing the color of its memories All that is pristine will become dirty It melts, leaving slush We shape it with our hands, our feet, ou

Terrors by dreamwriter2010, literature

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Terrors

Swirling and winding about too quick to sort out. However, a central theme: HATE Hate myself Hate how this keeps happening Hate the dissolve of strength Hate the loss of innocence Hate how my eyes fall dead Hate how my lips twist and pull tight Hate how my thoughts swirl and rush, ripping my head to shreds Hate the tears that sting The thoughts that make me stop dead The flutter where my heart tries to break free The stone in my gut that weighs me down Nights waking up drenched in sweat, tears flowing, mouth frozen in a silent scream Why me? Why is it me that gets this? Stupid, stupid,

These Words I Can't Say by dreamwriter2010, literature

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These Words I Can't Say

Words appear to escape, and I can't describe how I feel, how I long for it to be fake, for the pain not to be so real. See, you don't understand at all, and I wish I could make you see, that every hurtful word, your uncaring attitude, takes away a piece of me. My heart is ripped, torn to shreds, so I try to be done, I don't want to fight, how many times should I have to explain that all I say doesn't feel right? I'm immature, a hypocrite, a liar, and everyone around me is sucked into misery, then you turn and call me beautiful? I feel I can't trust you, so forgive me. On that note, I'm sorry I apologize so much, it's just me, underst

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Terrors by dreamwriter2010, literature

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
www.youtube.com/user/NicDrew (my youtube :D)
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Current Residence: Illinois
Favourite genre of music: Gothic Rock
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Black i-Pod Video
Favourite cartoon character: Danny Phantom
Personal Quote: "If anyone asks, it wasn't me!" (I've had to use that line so many times XD)

Favourite Movies

South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut and The Phantom of the Opera

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence and Within Temptation

Favourite Writers

Dean Koontz, Stephen King, and R.L. Stine

Favourite Games

Sims 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC (or the Wii :D)

Other Interests

Reading, writing, drawing, and listening to Within Temptation and Evanescence

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dreamwriter2010

Jan 9, 2016

Status update is new o.O

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dreamwriter2010

Jan 1, 2015

Happy New Year!

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Happy New Year, everyone! It's been wonderful! I've successfully completed a semester of law school, have been with my boyfriend for two and a half years, been a member of Sigma Lambda Gamma National Sorority, Inc. for three years, and held down my first major job (outside of college) at Denny's. It's been a fantastic year, and I'm so happy with how everything has gone. I have 14 resolutions that I'm hoping to accomplish this year. 1. Maintain a "positivity" jar. 2. Fire a gun. 3. Learn stick shift. 4. Make a cake from Decorating Cakes. 5. Go to Washington D.C. 6. Relearn calculus. 7. Make it through my first year of law school succ

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Aug 26, 2014

Consistency

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Hooray for consistency! This is the first time in a while where I've actually made two journals within the span of a couple of months. I'm trying really hard to remain consistent in keeping up with my journals/hopefully submitting some writing. Not much in the way of updates. I've started law school, and I'm slowly trying to adjust to the workload. Been behind for the past couple of days, but I finally feel caught up. Now to just get ahead of the game so I actually am caught up. I think I'm going to plan to submit a couple of things within the next month. Probably a chapter of the story I was attempting to write to get some constructive fe